Emotionless

[Kiba]

Of all the things we’ve gone through
None have been like this
They’ve all just been a nuisance
Like shattered stones and broken sticks

Your obsidian heart is covered in blood
And filled with pain and dread
Your eyes of charcoal blaze with hate
But soon you will be dead

Before the event that follows your death
You didn’t listen to what I said
A kiss of chasteness upon your lips
Leaves them coated in red

There wasn’t much that I could do
To somehow change myself for you
It all came down to only this
To hide in plastic happiness

I’m traumatized, I’m sick of lies
But I can’t push them away
So all I can do is put up my façade
And hope they will end that way

I used to have a life and a dream
But you stole them both away from me
I tried and tried to get them back
But you kept me away with your heart of black

Suicide was my ideal way
Of getting over you
But when I failed and got locked away
It opened my eyes to something new

The world is cruel, a horrid place
But not as much as you are, Grace
My hopes and dreams all ended in vain
Emotionless is how I’ll always remain